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He went again in the afternoon and left a note, asking her to dine with him that evening as calmly as though the events of the last fortnight had not happened. He mentioned the place and time at which they were to meet, and hoping against hope kept the appointment though he waited for an hour she did not come. On Wednesday morning he was ashamed to ask at the house and sent a messenger boy with a letter and instructions to bring back a reply but in an hour the boy came back with Philip s letter unopened and the answer that the lady had not returned from the country. Philip was beside himself. The last deception was more than he could bear. 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