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Her face was quite white, and she seemed to be lost in thought. Haven t you got anything to say to me She started and reddened. I m afraid you ve had a rotten time, she said. I m dreadfully sorry. She seemed about to go on, but she stopped, and again he waited. At length she seemed to force herself to speak. I m engaged to be married to Mr. Kingsford. Why didn t you tell me at once he cried. You needn t have allowed me to humiliate myself before you. I m sorry, I couldn t stop you I met him soon after you she seemed to search for an expression that should not wound him told me your friend had come back. I was very wretched for a bit, he was extremely kind to me. He knew someone had made me suffer, of cours.his unhappiness. He telegraphed to his uncle that he was coming to Blackstable, and, hurrying to pack, took the first train he could. He wanted to get away from the sordid rooms in which he had endured so much suffering. He wanted to breathe clean air. 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Now that he could think it out more calmly he understood that in trying to force Mildred to love him he had been attempting the impossible. He did not know what it was that passed from a man to a woman, from a w. oman to a man, and made one of them a slave it was convenient to call it the sexual instinct but if it was no more than that, he did not understand why it should occasion so vehement an attraction to one person rather than another. It was irresistible the mind could not battle wit.
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