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Oh, I m not sorry. Her voice broke and she hid her eyes, but in a moment, drying them, she smiled bravely. At first, I used to pray to God that He might not take me first, because I didn t want your uncle to be left alone, I didn t want him to have all the suffering, but now I know that it wouldn t mean so much to your u.
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His face was distorted with pain, and yet he felt it a strange relief to speak. At last he finished. He flung himself back in his chair, exhausted, and waited. He had concealed nothing, and even, in his self abasement, he had striven to make himself more despicable than he had really been. He was surprised that she did not speak, and at last he raised his eyes. She was not looking at him. Her face was quite white, and she seemed to be lost in thought. Haven t you got anything to say to me She started and reddened. I m afraid you ve had a rotten time, she said. I m dreadfully sorry. She seemed about to go on, but she stopped, and again he waited. At length she seemed to force herself to speak. I m engaged to be married to Mr. Kingsford. Why didn t you tell me at once he cried. You needn t have allowed me to humiliate myself before you. I m sorry, I couldn t stop you I met him soon after you she seemed to search for an expression that should not wound him told me your friend had come back. I was very wretched for a bit, he was extremely kind to me. He knew someone had made me suffer, of cours. e he doesn t know it was you, and I don t know what I should have done without him. And suddenly I felt I couldn t go on working, working, working I was so tired, I felt so ill. I told him about my husband. He offered to give me the money to get my divorce if I would marry him as soon as I could. He had a very good job, and it wouldn t be necessary for me to do anything unless I wanted to. He was so fond of me and so anxious to take care of me. I was awfully touched. And now I m.only playing the fool. If I d known you were going to take it like that I d have been more careful. Is that true asked Philip. I don t care a twopenny damn for her. I give you my word of honour. Philip gave a sigh of relief. 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Her chest was as flat as a boy s. Her mouth, with its narrow pale lips, was ugly, and her skin was faintly green. I shall give you Blaud s Pills in quantities when we re away, said Philip, laughing. I m going to bring you back fat and rosy. I don t want to get fat, she said. She did not speak of Griffiths, and arsenal soccer kit presently while they were dining Philip half in malice, for he felt sure of himself and his power over her, said It seems to me you were having a great flirtation with Harry last night I told you I was in love with him, she laughed. I m glad to man utd shirt canada know that he s not in love with you. How d you know I asked him. She hesitated a moment, looking at Philip, and a curious gleam came into her eyes. Would you like to read a letter I had from him this morning She handed him an envelope and Philip recognised Griffiths bold, legible writing. There were eight pages. italy football gear It was well written, frank and charming it was the letter of a man who was used to making love to women. He told Mildred that he loved her passionately, he had fallen in love with her the first moment he saw her he did not want to love her, for he knew how fond Philip was of her, but he could not help himself. Philip was such a dear, and he was very much ashamed of himself, but it was not his fault.