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Don t you know that if you put an electric blue in the window it ll kill all the other blues He looked round the department ferociously, and his eye fell upon Philip. You ll dress the window next Friday, Carey. let s see what you can make of it. He went into his office, muttering angrily. Philip s heart sank. When Friday morning came he went into the window with a sickening sense of shame. His cheeks were burning. It was horrible to display himself to the passers by, and though he told himself it was foolish to give way to such a feeling he turned his back to the street. There was not much chance that any of the students at the hospital would pass along Oxford Street at that hour, and he knew hardly anyone else in London but as Philip worked, with a huge lump in his throat, he fancied that on turning round he would catch the eye of some man he knew. He made all the haste he could. 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